SEGi Feb 05 Intake

time passed by very fast...now we left only about 3 weeks holiday...at 1st i thought is 2 weeks but when yesterday i called college, they informed me that college will start at july 9th...so that means i still have 3 more weeks holiday...half happy and half sad...half happy is b'coz i can go back to the life where i have friend to chit chat with me so that my brain will work...life at home is really very boring esp when do not have ppl to talk to me...i just like...hmm...the world is me alone..nobody cares for me..i still rmbr in the 1st week, really nobody chat with me and i really alone...only sometimes when my mum call back, only then i open my mouth to talk...if not, i really like a dead person...i like chit chatting with others rather than at home although life at college is suffering with those cw and exam...and suffering with cw and exam is the half sad that i mean...i dun like suddenly too many things appear in my life like those cw...make me very 'down' and no mood and make my life unexpected everytime...haiz...i really really hope to spend my holiday with watching youtube everyday but unfortunately, my pc dun have sound so i only manage to watch those videos with subtitle only and for those that doesn't have subtitle, i have to read their mouth moving or rather dont watch at all...when i 1st know that my pc dont have sound, i very sad and grumble to my dad everyday...but he told me that life is like that la, not everything is yours...then, i know that we really do have what we called in econs 'kos lepas'..we must sacrifice something to get something...or i can think that human cannot own everything...so now i know that not everything that others have, i must too own it...as long as i really need it, only then i will buy it...ps: although im a person that always spend money unwisely...haha...so now i must try to control myself not to be jealous with what others have and i agree that im a person that is easy influenced by what others ppl have and i must have it...got other ppl dont have pc at all also spend their life like that...so now i didnt grumble too much to my dad oredi bout the sound and just watch as many video as i can b4 sch starts...and got one more thing that i very scared is the electricity bill...in this holiday, i on pc and tv all the time...im very scared on the bill and luckily, just now when the bill came, the total that we have to pay is less than last month...wuahaha...luckily i dont have to take my $$ out to pay for the bill...haha...hmm...dunno what to write oredi...ok la...for all classmates, good luck in degree!!!!

posted by kankan @ 10:43 AM 0 comments

today very boring...hmm...i think everyday also is a boring day for me in this holiday...everyday when wake up, watch tv, on9, watch tv and on9, cook, eat, watch tv, sleep..nothing else to do..this holiday is not too long or not too short for us..just one and half month..wanna find a job also difficult..and this pc, haiz, i also dunno how to descibe it..sometimes can let me on it, sometimes cannot...if i can on it, that means that day i very lucky...sometimes need to wait it for 15 minutes only can on it..it really test my patient...waiting for the bus during college time is already made me practice my level of patient..now when on holiday also want me like that...i dunno what to say anymore..actually have a holiday should be a happy time for all of us as no coursework and exam for this period of time and we can enjoy our life, go for vacation...but for me, not happy at all...my pc dun have any sound...i cannot listen to song, watch youtube (only can see but cannot hear = better not see at all), cannot enter into chinese forum due to no chinese star software...haiz...what to do??????? pls someone tell me what i can do...even for the dvd that i bought, the one that nice story line i also finish watching it in the first week of the holiday oredi...and for my lunch everyday, nothing to say bout it...i think of what to eat everyday...and somemore wishing to go out to have a lunch also difficult..coz the super not flexible rapid kl is not doing their job better...after changing the route, it become worse...i stay at home everyday wishing one day to go k4 to have a good lunch, but noticing that the rapid kl is passing by my house only 45 minutes or sometimes 1 hour only once rapid kl...how to go out ler? how best if i have a doraemon like nobita? can go everywhere and in anytime...and somemore when nobita is facing problem, doraemon will help him...not like me, when have problem, only can me alone knowing it.. :( no one really understand me...haiz...how sad is my life, hor? sometimes im wishing time goes faster so that i can start college and at least have something for me to worry for or let my brain functioning well...if continue like this, i didnt meet with fren (some work, some study = busy) to chat chat with them to let my brain work...i scared when class start, i will become stupid oredi coz dunno how to think...but sometimes i hope the time dun go fast coz i dun wish to do cw and facing the degree exam...the bridging paper had already made me feel very very scared...i can't imagine more about the degree exam...and somemore we need to do a paper called 'business project'...i very scared with that paper coz the research that we need to do is on individual basis...someone pls help me..can't we just work like normal and dun bother all those research?..hmm...i also dunno what im talking about now...haiz..

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