SEGi Feb 05 Intake

today very boring...hmm...i think everyday also is a boring day for me in this holiday...everyday when wake up, watch tv, on9, watch tv and on9, cook, eat, watch tv, sleep..nothing else to do..this holiday is not too long or not too short for us..just one and half month..wanna find a job also difficult..and this pc, haiz, i also dunno how to descibe it..sometimes can let me on it, sometimes cannot...if i can on it, that means that day i very lucky...sometimes need to wait it for 15 minutes only can on it..it really test my patient...waiting for the bus during college time is already made me practice my level of patient..now when on holiday also want me like that...i dunno what to say anymore..actually have a holiday should be a happy time for all of us as no coursework and exam for this period of time and we can enjoy our life, go for vacation...but for me, not happy at all...my pc dun have any sound...i cannot listen to song, watch youtube (only can see but cannot hear = better not see at all), cannot enter into chinese forum due to no chinese star software...haiz...what to do??????? pls someone tell me what i can do...even for the dvd that i bought, the one that nice story line i also finish watching it in the first week of the holiday oredi...and for my lunch everyday, nothing to say bout it...i think of what to eat everyday...and somemore wishing to go out to have a lunch also difficult..coz the super not flexible rapid kl is not doing their job better...after changing the route, it become worse...i stay at home everyday wishing one day to go k4 to have a good lunch, but noticing that the rapid kl is passing by my house only 45 minutes or sometimes 1 hour only once rapid kl...how to go out ler? how best if i have a doraemon like nobita? can go everywhere and in anytime...and somemore when nobita is facing problem, doraemon will help him...not like me, when have problem, only can me alone knowing it.. :( no one really understand me...haiz...how sad is my life, hor? sometimes im wishing time goes faster so that i can start college and at least have something for me to worry for or let my brain functioning well...if continue like this, i didnt meet with fren (some work, some study = busy) to chat chat with them to let my brain work...i scared when class start, i will become stupid oredi coz dunno how to think...but sometimes i hope the time dun go fast coz i dun wish to do cw and facing the degree exam...the bridging paper had already made me feel very very scared...i can't imagine more about the degree exam...and somemore we need to do a paper called 'business project'...i very scared with that paper coz the research that we need to do is on individual basis...someone pls help me..can't we just work like normal and dun bother all those research?..hmm...i also dunno what im talking about now...haiz..

posted by kankan @ 11:19 AM